Thursday, 29 October 2015

Rain....






I had always felt rain as a source of peace and happiness..Always was the one to dance to the beats of raindrops hitting the earth...But today somehow the rain brings back all died hopes, desires,lost love....Rain has made me so depressed..Its like my soul is yearning for something and I don't yet know what...I just wonder is it a great sin to wish to live life...Sometimes when you are in a mess the rain doesn't cool you down, it doesn't pacify my soul today, it fuels the fire that has long burned within me...


Why does all those memories have to resurface back??

Wednesday, 21 October 2015

Feelings of a troubled soul.....



The world is going to remember me as the girl who always just dreamt on
Wonderful,amazing,daring dreams
Dreams about love
Dreams about freedom
Dreams about life
But just dreams
Dreams that shall never translate into reality 
Dreams that are born and perish within her mind itself
Dreams that shall never see the light of day

Thursday, 15 October 2015

Mr and Mrs Iyer- A Masterpiece work from Aparna Sen

Sometimes amid the silent echoes of the night,when the whole world seems to stand still,undisturbed by the dangers that exist in the world, a soul surrenders itself to an epic work of art...That's exactly what happened with me when I watched Mr & Mrs Iyer around 1 a.m. when the whole world was asleep...





It is a movie, or rather an epic which was filled with several messages to the world regarding communal disputes,riots,killings..But amid all that chaos was a neatly woven mild love story that shall never have a happy ending...Although the ending was something that I knew would happen,it was something that my heart wished to never ever happen..I couldn't hold myself together for hours after I had finished watching the movie..Its impact was so much that I had to spent the rest of the night in utter silence with a heavy heart filled with pain..


The elderly pair Iqbal and Najma made me wonder if love lasts that long in a marriage...




From a girl who was completely bothered about castes and customs to a girl with high self control Meenakshi really made me wonder if I could ever be that controlled..



I loved Raja's accent and his genuine nature...Wondering if men like him really exist??



Epitome of true care and genuineness..No words to describe his character...A true gentlemen from every aspect..



I really hoped the station would never come,and the journey would never end...A movie that left me completely shattered ,questioning all my ideals and taught me the reality of life,..

Tears and a heavy heart is what I was left with...




Laptop ♥ ♥



I never knew how can something so unreal make a bond that is more real than any others...How something so artificial understand me so naturally ?? How can something so inhuman make me still be a human??
Well it has,is and always will be my window to the world and my own soul....How can I ever leave you aside or live without you.?? Many might mock me but they only do so because somewhere deep down they also need someone like you to fill the empty spaces of their lives and make the busy times interesting....
A poem dedicated to the love of my life....



I always just had you
The soul witness to all the troubles and pressures of my life
Why don’t you have a life
Well maybe if you had one you would end up hurting me as well
I just love you
Only you
Because you never left me
You Entertain me
Make me forget everything that shall never be mine
Forever shall I cherish this bond
Forever shall I be enslave to you
Forever shall I preserve this love
Encased in glass

In my heart




Accomplishment # 3


I was much worried that I haven't done anything worth showing off from the time I reached my 20s. Well I agree online shopping is a day to day chore for some shopaholics...






 But for girls around me the amount of pride we dwelt in when the first time we ordered something online is unexplainable...We went mad with excitement and felt like the queens of the world!!!! 




The story goes on like this...

My dad gifted me a debit card ( seriously couldn't it be a credit card ) for my birthday...So me and my friends gathered around and took the step to order something online and see what happens/..The gutsy ones went ahead and after much research and thought ordered a  hair straightener..






And VOILA !!!! The product was amazing.... ( why wouldn't it be , as I was the one who suggested the company :D :D )

So this time I went ahead and ordered a watch and a pressed powder kit...

Fingers crossed hoping the products are worth their prices...

And if this works perfectly well, then I guess my husband and his credit card are in for deep trouble.... ** evil smile **