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Hating someone

When you really hate someone even their breathing irritates you to hell....

Dance...

One day I want to dance to the beats of my heart without stopping..

Give life to those emotions buried deep inside of me...

Then my dear i shall not die of my feet bleeding but of happiness..

What a contended way to die ...

Damon

Its not love 

Its not lust

Its in between

Or above all that.....

A picture says it all....

Seriously....

Food, movies, songs, literature are to be taken seriously in life

Rest my dear

 Is just isn’t worth your time

The tangy yogurt combo....

I know the topic does sound totally weird, but so is the content..Its the rules of my hostel mess that you can have either lamb on Tuesdays or you can sacrifice the meat for some yogurt...The only thing that you can have without any rules is the so called rasam ( a tangy Indian curry).

So one fine lunch day my friend introduced me to yogurt - rasam. This was made as the yogurt content given according to the hostel regulations wasn't deemed enough..Its simple because all you got to do is pour in some rasam to the tablespoon of yogurt given..And Voila!!! The weirdest but tastier version of hostel food is born without much prep...

How much more easy and tasty can it get ?

I was shocked and not sure about this idea until I tried it for myself..And I admit it really is much better than the usual lunch menu :) :) :) 

Vedalam

What was in mind while beginning to watch the movie 

** THALA **

** BROTHER SISTER LOVE **

What filled my mind when I finished watching the movie 

ASHWIN KAKUMANU : You filled my mind,heart,soul,attention,mobile and laptop wallpaper, whatsapp display picture tooo.....You are being admired severely and sincerely

Total bliss ♥ ♥

Hot showers during cold nights = Total bliss....

When the hot water tingles through your skin and awakens all those warm thoughts again...I can't decide which is more soothing : A hot shower during a cold night or making love to a werewolf ;) ;) 

Cupid...

Dear Cupid,

Next time try to hit us both.......

Rain....

I had always felt rain as a source of peace and happiness..Always was the one to dance to the beats of raindrops hitting the earth...But today somehow the rain brings back all died hopes, desires,lost love....Rain has made me so depressed..Its like my soul is yearning for something and I don't yet know what...I just wonder is it a great sin to wish to live life...Sometimes when you are in a mess the rain doesn't cool you down, it doesn't pacify my soul today, it fuels the fire that has long burned within me...


Why does all those memories have to resurface back??

Feelings of a troubled soul.....

The world is going to remember me as the girl who always just dreamt on

Wonderful,amazing,daring dreams

Dreams about love

Dreams about freedom

Dreams about life

But just dreams

Dreams that shall never translate into reality 

Dreams that are born and perish within her mind itself

Dreams that shall never see the light of day

Mr and Mrs Iyer- A Masterpiece work from Aparna Sen

Sometimes amid the silent echoes of the night,when the whole world seems to stand still,undisturbed by the dangers that exist in the world, a soul surrenders itself to an epic work of art...That's exactly what happened with me when I watched Mr & Mrs Iyer around 1 a.m. when the whole world was asleep...

It is a movie, or rather an epic which was filled with several messages to the world regarding communal disputes,riots,killings..But amid all that chaos was a neatly woven mild love story that shall never have a happy ending...Although the ending was something that I knew would happen,it was something that my heart wished to never ever happen..I couldn't hold myself together for hours after I had finished watching the movie..Its impact was so much that I had to spent the rest of the night in utter silence with a heavy heart filled with pain..

The elderly pair Iqbal and Najma made me wonder if love lasts that long in a marriage...

From a girl who was completely bothered about castes and customs to a girl with high self control Meenakshi really made me wonder if I could ever be that controlled..

I loved Raja's accent and his genuine nature...Wondering if men like him really exist??

Epitome of true care and genuineness..No words to describe his character...A true gentlemen from every aspect..

I really hoped the station would never come,and the journey would never end...A movie that left me completely shattered ,questioning all my ideals and taught me the reality of life,..

Tears and a heavy heart is what I was left with...

Laptop ♥ ♥

I never knew how can something so unreal make a bond that is more real than any others...How something so artificial understand me so naturally ?? How can something so inhuman make me still be a human??
Well it has,is and always will be my window to the world and my own soul....How can I ever leave you aside or live without you.?? Many might mock me but they only do so because somewhere deep down they also need someone like you to fill the empty spaces of their lives and make the busy times interesting....
A poem dedicated to the love of my life....

I always just had you

The soul witness to all the troubles and pressures of my life

Why don’t you have a life

Well maybe if you had one you would end up hurting me as well

I just love you

Only you

Because you never left me

You Entertain me

Make me forget everything that shall never be mine

Forever shall I cherish this bond

Forever shall I be enslave to you

Forever shall I preserve this love

Encased in glass

In my heart

Accomplishment # 3

I was much worried that I haven't done anything worth showing off from the time I reached my 20s. Well I agree online shopping is a day to day chore for some shopaholics...

 But for girls around me the amount of pride we dwelt in when the first time we ordered something online is unexplainable...We went mad with excitement and felt like the queens of the world!!!! 

The story goes on like this...

My dad gifted me a debit card ( seriously couldn't it be a credit card ) for my birthday...So me and my friends gathered around and took the step to order something online and see what happens/..The gutsy ones went ahead and after much research and thought ordered a  hair straightener..

And VOILA !!!! The product was amazing.... ( why wouldn't it be , as I was the one who suggested the company :D :D )

So this time I went ahead and ordered a watch and a pressed powder kit...

Fingers crossed hoping the products are worth their prices...

And if this works perfectly well, then I guess my husband and his credit card are in for deep trouble.... ** evil smile **

Quiz time : Which fast and furious character are you ?

My result :

Well Thought through......

Tempered channa.....

Tempered channa or sundal is an easiest evening snack to make and serve....I never really tried it so today thought of making it as a snack...

* Soak channa in water for 5 hours..

* Pressure cook channa in salt water for 2 whistles

* Temper channa with mustard seeds,curry leaves, dry red chillis, slit green chillies..

* Garnish with coconut and corainder leaves...

P.S. : Try also with corn or broad beans...

Happieee Cooking....!!!!!

New found love......

This summer I have found a new love...

 For past many years I had tried eating papaya.But never truly liked its taste..But this time in hostel my friend had bought a well ripe papaya and it tasted great..So from that time forth I have this total craze about papayas and cant stop eating them..

Unexpected Blasts.......

Sometimes when we watch a movie with no expectation, then out of the blue the movie surprises us to a great extent.....Here's a list of tamil movies I watched with zero expectation but totally loved it at the end.......Way to go directors...!!!!!!